Saules was the Sun Goddess, Saules Meita her beautiful golden daughter. Mother and daughter were inseparable, as Meita worshiped her mother and Saules's pride and joy was her daughter. The sky was bright with the innocence of Meita and the flaming beauty of Saules. Their shared laughter and love brightened the dawn and set the sun in glories of reds.
Alas, all things change. Seasons came and went and Meita grew into womanhood.
Then was the fateful day that night fell hard. During that long dark night Meita decided it was not safe to grow into a beautiful woman. What good was it if it brought about lust and rape? What good was it if it turned her mother's love into searing jealousy? No, it was not safe. In fact, her life depended upon her not becoming beautiful and sexy. Decision made, she set her powerful will into motion. Her intent to stop becoming womanly was translated to her body. Like the dutiful servant it was, her body responded to her will. The sex hormone levels altered so her body could never reach its full potential.
It was also not safe to let down your guard. This had happened, she decided, because she did not notice the way her father was looking at her that eve when she kissed him and her mother goodnight and went to bed. Again she set her will into motion, again her body made the hormonal adjustments. Adrenalin levels climbed, GABA dropped as did melatonin production, as she had also decided she needed to know all that was going on around her and it was not safe to go to sleep. Now her senses were extended far out from her body. She would be able to feel lust directed at her. She could feel jealousy and plotting for revenge. Never mind that it created a state much like autism or that she would never truly rest. Never mind she felt the world's trauma as if it were her own. It was not safe to not know.
Years went by, Meita grew ill. Her bones became weak without adequate estrogen to help absorb calcium. Exhaustion claimed her as her overtaxed adrenal glands failed. She gained weight and lost muscle tone without adequate thyroid to sustain her. Her brilliant mind became foggy and sluggish. The daughter of the sun was dying, having never really lived.
Personal Power
We have so much more power and control in our lives than we know. Every decision or strong intent we make impacts our physical bodies. This is the complication behind hormonal replacement. Unless we access and heal changes we have set into motion, our ever-faithful bodies will compensate for everything we put in it in order to maintain the imbalance we unconsciously still believe will save our lives.
Most every woman in our culture lives in the paradox: "I must be young, slender, sexy and beautiful to be worthwhile," and "If I am young, slender, sexy and beautiful, I will be hated by women and raped by men." So we diet or develop eating disorders, starving our bodies and creating a thyroid imbalance that in turn causes weight gain in order to keep us safe.
Many young men growing up are taught they have to be manly to please their fathers. Yet they dare not become so manly as to threaten their fathers or scare women by becoming testosterone driven pillaging beasts. After all, women now want the sensitive new aged guy. This results in testosterone deficiencies and sex hormone-related problems.
Our auric fields are the physical container for our spiritual or light bodies while we are incarnate. These auric fields are generated by our chakras, and their strength or quality is dependent upon the balance between the chakras. Each chakra is centered in an endocrine gland, and our endocrine glands create our hormones.
Our physical bodies work as a prism. We take in white light through our crown chakra and isolate different light with each chakra below giving them their color. Likewise, we take in black light through our root and do the same going up (a little known or understood operation of the feminine workings of the chakra system). The same is true of sound. Every chakra has a tone. When we are in balance, there is harmony created by the tones. If you are a person that understands sound, you know that each added tone builds volume exponentially.
Our chakras are not static. Every shift in our intent creates a different interplay of the chakras, much like a symphony as opposed to solid, unchanging harmonious tones. Our personal power is directed into the world through our chakra system. In our natural state, we have amazing flexibility of movement. Living in the world, however, subjects us to various traumas that cause us to leave our natural expression and to develop defense mechanisms to prevent us from repeating whatever action we may judge caused the trauma in the first place, as in Meita's judging against becoming a woman.
The fascinating thing here is how much power we have over our physical bodies, yet we use it unconsciously. I would hazard to guess that it is reclaiming conscious use of personal power that enables the wise ones to bilocate, produce manna, exhibit stigmata, live five hundred years, or shape shift, if the existence of those things is to be believed. Personally, I don't find them hard to believe in the least.
Through a spiritual illness, known to shaman all over the planet as "soul loss", we have systematically lost consciousness as individuals and as a people. Other things are involved in our slide into unconsciousness, such as where we are in the ages and the lack or presence of the high frequency spiritual light of the photon band, but that will be discussed in other writings. Suffice it to say, we can come a long way back to consciousness and the conscious use of power if we come back into balance. This can be achieved through a wonderful combination of modalities whereby a person's original spiritual damage, that first caused the readjustment of hormonal balance, is corrected through soul retrieval. At the same time, through the careful use of bioidentical hormonal replacement, specifically designed for the individual, the balance is reestablished. In most cases, this is a reset, not a lifetime of taking supplemental hormones. The body needs to remember where it belongs. Light and sound therapies provide a powerful adjunct to assist integration.
There are those of us that chose to come at this time to provide support and guidance through these powerful times of change and evolution. The effectiveness of our work is directly related to the effectiveness of our anchoring to life here. Our anchor to life on the planet is the stepping down from spirit to the physical. This process is achieved through light to the chakras, in turn from the chakras to the endocrine glands and from there into the physical body. Our wielding spiritual power on the physical plane is the reverse. It is achieved by moving from our intent through our hormonal systems to the endocrine glands, and from there, to the chakras, through our auric fields, and finally into the world.
From the artificial hormones, leaching out of the plastic containers our food comes in to the ones injected in the animals we eat, pesticides and chemical fertilizers, our hormonal balance is also compromised by our diet. The artificial lighting we are exposed to and the living out of rhythm with the natural light and seasons also compromises our balance. We have conquered nature and outsmarted ourselves into a stupor.
We are earth angels of light that have lost our wings and fallen into unconsciousness. This is the "dark" we all judge against, not the beautiful darkness of the night or the feminine, and not the dark light we prism through our chakras from the root, for this is the Goddess returning.
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